First Day Fears

June 13th, 2019 by Bryce Loder
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It’s probably better for most of us to not know what is ahead of us on any given day, because we might just find a way to never get out of bed.

 

I went to the hospital a little before 8:00 a.m. on the first day, expecting some training on the new electronic health records and an introduction to the person who would be talking me through the first few days. My scrubs were clean, my stethoscope and ball point pen were ready, and my water bottle was full as the 103 degree heat index made the morning feel only slightly cooler than the previous afternoon.

 

After a three minute training period on the electronic health records (to be fair, they are very logical, and fifteen minutes might have been enough), we went to the ER where I discovered that in addition to the full clinic schedule, the three ER beds were full; then a “veteran” nurse practitioner (she had been here two weeks), came across the hall and asked if I had ever reduced a dislocated shoulder. Suprisingly, this was something I had actually accomplished before. The most memorable time was on my own screaming shoulder on a pool deck in Cuernavaca, Mexico twenty-five years ago while an eleven year old girl, now a doctor herself, giggled instead of giving me proper sympathy. 

 

So the day began here at Loma de Luz Hospital. The hospital waiting areas were swarming with people who were patiently waiting to be seen. 

 

I focused on the ER and literally begged the ER nurse to help me get through this.  As I’ve found in every new work situation, this nurse knew what was going on, and she soon made me feel confident that we could handle this.  After briefly evaluating the ER patients and considering ways to escape by boat or helicopter, I decided to attempt putting that dislocated shoulder back into its socket; that looked like the easiest job ahead—and it’s pretty clear when that job is done.  Like mowing the grass, there is clear evidence that a job has been accomplished.  Beginner’s luck was with me and that poor stoic guy, who had waited all weekend, was almost as pleased as I was when a relatively simple maneuver reduced the dislocation while someone was starting his IV for sedation. I didn’t tell him that he probably wasn’t born yet the last time I did this. 

 

Now back to the ER.  I had no excuse to stay away now.  Some of the next two hour fun:

 

  1.  A diabetic patient with glucose of 600 and in ketoacidosis.  Options for treatment were few, and lab could only be done twice daily—and it lacked many of the tests we would consider necessary and perform on an hourly basis in a medical ICU at home where this type of patient would be admitted.  But as we took him to a bed in a room full of other patients and their family members (some hanging out in the windows, and some sleeping on the floors with food and other supplies), I met Gerson, the charge nurse who made me feel as comfortable as the ER nurse had just an hour earlier.  He had a big relaxed smile as he answered my questions and reassured me that I could go back to the ER and he would take care of things with this admission.  I had no doubt that he would.
  2. A patient with a schizophrenic breakdown after not taking medications for several months.  She wanted to be well, and family was helpful.
  3. A middle aged woman with abdominal pain for two weeks.  It was finally getting her down.  The cause was identified.  She didn’t need surgery, but the surgeon would be back in town the next day in case things changed.
  4. A cute toddler with a mouth full of sores from a common viral infection.  This was the eighth day, and the mouth ulcers will be gone within another two or three days.  My job was to do nothing except chat with the mother in this case.

Other doctors were helpful in taking patients out of my clinic list to keep things moving as I was stuck in ER, and by lunch time I was confident that I might survive the day.  I wasn’t as sure about getting through the night on ER call.

 

Speaking of the clinic patients, my first patient told me that he was on renal dialysis and was having some complications.  He had just been to Kansas City, Kansas, to visit his mother, and he had visited a clinic there in the same area where I went to medical school.  The world is small, folks.  Don’t ever think that we aren’t all connected.

 

The first night in ER.  Maybe in another blog entry.

Work and eat

June 13th, 2019 by Bryce Loder
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First day duty list
Didn’t expect the patient list to include so many of my ER admits in the first 24 hours.
Lunch at the hospital cafeteria
The cafeteria food is really good. The “daily special” has been good on each of the first three days.
You might (correctly) guess that food makes me very happy, and even more so when I don’t have to prepare it.

Getting to work

June 13th, 2019 by Bryce Loder
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Shortcut to the ER at night. More fun in the daytime.

Why now?

June 9th, 2019 by Bryce Loder
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When to set out and start seriously working in the low resource areas of the world is a very personal decision. In the classroom portion of INMED training, I looked at my daughter who had already spent two years of her young life as a volunteer working with mothers and children in a mountain village in Peru and other classmates who, early in their careers, were preparing for long term work in low resources areas of the world. But life, work, health, family and need for education in the field of internatonal health don’t allow most people to stop what they are doing and go volunteer in another country or city for months at a time. I was one of those. Forty years of practicing medicine and just dipping my toes into the water of this challenging field of international medicine–but I needed a push into deeper water.

 

We all come to this decision as we feel ready. Short term mission trips, sometimes little more than medical tourism, provide an introduction; reading and traveling can also prepare one to break loose and jump in with both feet.

 

The INMED International Medicine and Public Health certificate programs were like the proverbial “straw that broke the camel’s back” for me. Surrounded by other enthusiastic students and the classroom instruction of Dr. Nicholas Comninellis, I was able to get over the hump and see ways to continue my education in this field and gradually work toward again seeing this as my full time work, as I had imagined while reading Dr. Tom Dooley and Dr. Albert Schweitzer all those years ago. I was already spending a fair amount of time in the remote and cold coastal and island villages of Alaska’s Seward Peninsula and the Bering Strait. They are more remote and challenging than some of the places I had worked in Central America. I had already jumped into the water and hardly knew it.

 

So, Loma de Luz Hospital in a rural jungle area along the north coast of Honduras is where I arrived last night. It’s warm–91°F/33°C with “feels like” temperature of 108°F/42°C this a.m. I have a shower with the “widowmaker” electric shower head set to a perfect lukewarm. No need to touch the switch again–wet or dry! I also have lots of bugs and lizards that make noise. I’m not opposed to sharing my space, but we need to talk about a noise curfew. One bug or lizard sounds exactly like someone lightly tapping keys on a metal door. I only got up and opened the door the first two (okay, maybe three) times it knocked! The learning process has already started.

 

Getting here

June 9th, 2019 by Bryce Loder
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The blinking light on my phone at 4:00 a.m. with the text message from United Airlines (another delayed flight) should not have been a surprise after a week of delayed flights. But the math was easy. I wouldn’t be able to make my connecting flight to Honduras, so why not drive back to Lindsborg for the day and chase spiders out of the garage? At 4:00 a.m.? Without coffee?

 

Comparing my “sad irritating situaton” to the daily lives of the people who I’d soon be seeing in that faraway jungle hospital helped me fix my poor attitude in a couple of minutes. And just 24 hours behind schedule, I’m on the ferry from Roatán to La Ceiba, eager to start the drive to see my home for the rest of June.

 

And what ferry, bus, taxi, or restaurant in Central America would be worthy of its name without a large TV and vibrating speakers with a Hollywood movie showing tough guys being pushed from airplanes and safely landing on the back of a moving motorcycle while avoiding automatic weapon fire, swinging on a burning rope across canyons, or driving a bullet ridden vehicle across rivers with bombed out bridges–all while talking on a mobile phone? No worry. Be happy. A Coca-Cola and Galletas de Mantequilla come with the ferry fare. I’ll just sit back for the next ninety minutes, watching the burning cars on the screen, and sip my Coke while the ferry rocks its way along the ocean waves to La Ceiba.

Why Loma de Luz Hospital?

June 7th, 2019 by Bryce Loder
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The real story started in the 1960s, as I tried to read the book my brother was reading for a book report–The Night They Burned The Mountain by Dr. Tom Dooley. As a pre-adolescent on a Kansas farm before the age of the Internet and Google, my comprehension of Dr. Dooley’s work and geographic location (far away somewhere) was severely limited. I knew that I was going to be “a doctor” for sure. Even then I’m sure that I understood something about his heart for that work, and I knew I wanted to work in remote areas where there was some hardship and risk. Children and the very old were who I imagined to be the beneficiaries of this work. The song at Sunday School with the words, “…red and yellow, black and white, they are precious in His sight…” had something to do with it. And the thought of escape from forever driving that tractor pulling a 12 foot disc around and around the field might also have been a contributing factor. In my future work as a jungle doctor there would be no time wasted breaking ice on the farm pond to give the cattle access to water. It would be all warm weather with lush green vegetation, and I’d have to learn to eat vegetables. I wasn’t sure how to work that in with my other dream of working as a doctor in my hometown in central Kansas.

 

Fast forward more than five decades. The “hometown doc” dream was fulfilled for thirty years, six kids passed through our house and became adults, and the risk and hardship part was met with brief periods of medical work in several countries in Latin America, in Kenya and some pediatrics study in El Salvador and Mexico. I avoided six recent winters by working in the warm New Zealand summers and sometimes in Guam. I was happy. But the books of Drs. Tom Dooley and Albert Schweitzer, along with the health care disparities I saw during decades of global travel, kept reappearing in my thoughts. When and how could I make a real difference with the skills I possessed?

 

Flying to Honduras this morning. More on Saturday.

Introducing Myself

May 15th, 2019 by INMED
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Hello! My name is Bryce Loder. I am a family physician in Alaska and I’m starting my INMED service-learning experience at Hospital Loma de Luz in Honduras in June 2019.